Free day???

I'm thinking that free day may not be worth it. I think I may change the way I do my free day, maybe just have one extra thing or one free meal instead of a whole day. It's getting where it makes me feel terrible. I've been eating less and lighter for long enough now that I don't really enjoy eating heavier, richer and more food. I like thinking about it and planning it more than I enjoy actually doing it.
The new lasagna recipe was really good but I could only eat a small portion. I had more salad than anything and a couple of pieces of nice crusty french bread. I felt really sick and then stupid when I forced myself to eat a piece of the chocolate cake I had baked.

So, next week I will be thinking about doing something different.